I'm digging this song *rocks out*

It's a cover of tainted love by a band called my ruin. These chicks rock! Well atleast this song does, haven't checked into any of there other stuff. This was a pete find :)

So things are still in chaos, just as you fix one mess another one pops up. School is in the process of being taken care of. Most of you don't know, but after my first day I suffered from muliple panic attacks. Heh, I had one as soon as I arrived in the am. So I had to have an emergancy meeting with Dr. Marcox....he's so awesome :D Anyways, he figues it's the drop in my c-pam aka clonazpam for you none psyc med speekers. It's a traquiler in the beni aka benzodiazipam family. It stays in your system for 30 hours, and your body doesn't rid itself completley of it for a whole year. I love when the doc educates me on this stuff :) So ya they figured by taking my does from 4 mgs and halfing it to 2 mgs just screwed my brain chemisty right the fuck up and shoved me over the deep end. Jackie (woman from the school who has been super awesome), Jordan and I seem to think that's probablly what happened too. They halfed it in the first place because c-pam effects the memory center of the brain, but it's evident that I need a high does to keep my ridiculous anxiety disorders under control. So it makes me super tired, but I'll find a way to do it.

Our current mess, revenue fucking canada. It has been 14 weeks, I counted yesterday, and still nothing. I phoned all kinds of numbers that different numbers told me to call all just trying to speak to a fucking human being. Which was suppose to be an option at the very last number I called, but of course that number option didn't exist to push. ARG! Stupid fuckers. We is the super poor, so we need that cash bad. Fortunatly J has an good old friend whose mom was actually an accountant for some years. We're hoping that she will agree to help us figure out just what exactly revenue canada did with our taxes. Bunch of Fucktards. *shakes fist* Haha, yes that does make me feel moderatly better.

Now, I'm off to check the mail, and continue to work on finding and maintaing a sense of stability. I have approximatly 2 weeks to find it. Cross your fingers, toes and eyes for me guys, cuz that's looking like a big task. But I am fucking determind. I may aswell use this tauras moon for all it's worth.

Yay! Kitties came into my room. I'm gonna go play with them, the mail can wait!

Lator Gators! And thank whatever deity you want that it's almost the weekend!