God I feel like I'm 16 again with the amount of hosility and agression I've had to deal with for the past couple months. I hope the Limictal puts some restraint on it cuz it's getting ridiculous. And I'm starting to get mad at myself for getting mad at stupid things in the first place. It's frustrating, and then I usually just end up beating myself up about it or quite frankly, I'm sorry if you don't like the ugly side of life, hurting myself. It's a common trait of borderline personality disorder. So save your politics....cuz I'm not intested.Other short list of things I hate:
-The city of Saskatoon
-Mayo
-Mosquito's
-A whole pile of women I now consider ex friends
-Effort
-Intellectual Snobs(note, these are those suck ups who think that the only intellegence you can find is in a book or attending University)....if they only knew my IQ score....maybe then they'd stop being so fucking condesending. Heh, No...I'm not revealing it. It's really good, but it embaresses me to tell people so I don't ever bring it up. Cuz I don't want to answer the enievitable question that comes next. Besides, I get amusment watching them make asses of themseleves! :D
-Epival and Gabapentine (mood stabalizers)
-The discusting smell of a urine and shit soaked rat cage, it's even better when it's right outside your doorway so you can smell it all the fucking time!
-Fakers
-Snobs/Elitists
-People who try and tell me what I can or can't do or put into my own goddammed body
-Ristricted freedoms in any way
-The intollerent who claim otherwise. If you intollerent, whatever...but atleast admit your fault. I can admit I really need some professional help with my anger.
-Idiots on the interwebs, who think aninimity gives them the right to act like assholes. When you just know they're meger little passive agressive wimps. How can I be so sure? If they weren't they'd leave a name and contact info. But they don't, cuz they're just fucking chicken shits who hate their lives so much they have to try and ruin everyone elses day. Fuck You - from all the normal people who use the web.
-Spending any time in any psyc ward. :( Scary!
-Hairspray....unless used in a pyro way
Ok enough for now. But here is a short list of things I hate. I don't care you don't care. It's my fucking blog so I choose the content of the day!
Lator Gators! Hope you all had a great weekend!

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