Ya know or not....it's up to you!
Alright seriously this isn't going to be on my thoughts and feelings on being a Canadian or Canada. It's the best, enough said :D
So today we're suppose to go out to Humbolt to spend the day with some friends. I have a toy for their baby, I hope the little guy likes it.
I started my brain medication regiem on Monday. I'm offically alltering reality 25mgs at a time. It's funny how they frown on pot yet will prescribe me mind blowing pysc drugs.
I mean seriously you should hear some of the crazy ass side effects I've been warned about over the years. AND sometimes I'd get lucky and manifest!!! Like the one that made my Kidney's Bleed...COOL!!! Same drug also gave me a seziure upon trying to quit it...wait that happened with 2 meds. Guess I didn't go slow enough, but regardles...COOL!!! I've had a pill fuck over and change my vision. I had a pill fuck over my metabolism...put on 70 pounds in half a year. Dude I'm still working on trying to loose that wieght. You can bet that I am pissed about that, cuz to top it all off the stupid Mood Stabalizer didn't even work on me!!! And I had to get my fucking blood taken all the time so they could be sure said drug wasn't destroying my liver.....Fuck You Epival. There was a combo of mood stabalizers that used together are quite dangerous. They have infact caused liver failure in some of my own Shrinks paitents. But they didn't do that to me. Naw. They went for this wierd brain thing they also do. Basically they start to zombify you, then you slip into a coma, and then if you reach that point....I'm pretty sure it kills ya. But ya that period of time I actually don't really remember very well cause my head was so damn foggy. I was falling asleep like every 2 hours roughly. The bastard was going for the coma. We stopped one of those drugs....the more evil of the too. Fuck you Epival aka valproic acid, again. If I could stab your family, I would :D But I digress.....I have enough horror tales from meds to go on forever.
So ya cross your fingers, eyes and toes that this time around Limictal doesn't do anything horrible to me during the doesing up phase :S Cuz ya, when it's unpleasent, it's really unpleasent. I mean I don't want to spend the next 2 months barfing while my system adjusts to the drug in my body. Thumbs down for pukes!
But back to pot. Pot has alot of haters. But honestly, have they even ever tried the stuff. Look at the very short set of examples that LEGAL drugs have done to me. Then you look at pot. Well it's made me cough, and hungry, and I usually sleep decent. Oh, and this is all natural. No crazies in a lab coat concocting this one. Hell my great grandmother used to grow pot outside in her garden. She enjoyed the way the plant looked. Her stance, "I'm an 85 year old woman, if they want to throw me in jail for it they can come and get me." She was ridiculously awesome.
I guess I'm gonna try and get some sleep again....like I said I'm actually going somewhere later in the day. So it would be good not to pass out and sleep while I'm at there place. Haha, I mean I'd feel like an ass :P
Lator Gators.....and don't beleieve everything your high school guidence councellor tries to scare you with. 10 years later, I can gaureentee most of it is bullshit! :D
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