Saturday, July 11, 2009

Not to brag but....oh the hell with it I'm always modest about what I can do!


So I know I said I was going to not post about video game crap, and I do intend to stick to that. But this....I couldn't help myself. The song is of course So What'cha Want by The Beastie Boys! Now I've heard this song before, I'm a fan...but the only line of the song I know is the one phrase hook "so what'cha what'cha what'cha want, what'cha want. I was pretty much blinding it on hard for the 1st time and BAM 100% flawless! Holy fricken crap! To the fricken Beastie Boys, they're hard to keep up to. And to make it better, on second attempt at the song, on hard(i always play on hard, even if i've never heard the song before) I scored another 100%. Seems I have some strange ablility to rap along at the very least.
So Yah I usually am really hard on myself....I personally don't think I can sing to save my life. But, I'm trying to learn to be nice to myself. And if that's what the game tells me, then I'm going to take it's word on it. It feels better to feel proud of something then to hate yourself 24/7.
I am so happy this week is over. I had a TERRIBLE week. My husband was the biggest fucking jerk all week. I think he made me cry every single day since last friday. He has some ass kissing to do. But it's going to have to be creative cuz we're broke for the next little while...well till Thursday. But that monies has to go to my new glasses....we should have our blue cross prescription money comming in next week too. I'm not sure if we get 80% back or the full 100%. I checked the booklet and it looks like 100!! So I'm hoping I've interperted the union mumbo jumbo speak correctly, cuz if so we have over $5oo comming our way. Heh, physc meds are expensive....consider as well Jan to and through out April I was on none.
Student loans has massivly fucked up. Yesterday, I hadn't heard from them so I called Jackie at the school aka the woman who helped me fill out my student loan form. She told me to contact them. I did. I was informed my application was missing tons of stuff and a letter was sent out on June 10 about it. Umm...July 11, still haven't seen that letter. So I called back Jackie. Now I have to go see her at 2pm on Monday to call up the student loans people and figure out just what the fuck they're doing down there. I was there when she filled it out. *shakes head* I don't know who fucked up on which end.....but I am not amused.
It figures though. I finally find a course in this hell hole of a city to take.....and it's seeming to have it a dead stop. Woo fucking hoo! Why am I constantly getting fucked over? Even by random circumstance....still always getting fucked over. And they wonder why I hate people.
I'm gonna go fluff/fight my kitten Astaroth!
Lator Gators!

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