I think it's sad when 6 hours of sleep is regarded as alot *curse you insomnia*

Yes with an amazing amount of drugs in my system I finally slept....for 6 hours. I've been awake for about half an hour now, everyone else is still sleeping. Heh, even the cats aren't roaming around yet. Or in Astaroth's case no one has been jumped and attacked yet today. That of course will change as soon as the little bugger wakes up.

I hate it when people claim that they're your friend, but they're really just snotty bitches. Enough said on this topic. But rest assured I am annoyed and I hate everyone involved in said incident. Seriously choke on a dick and die the lot of ya.

My anger is at a high point again. Hopefully Lamotragene works....cuz ya that's suppose to help with that. But in the same sense I don't really give a fuck if I alienate people. Big fucking deal. I don't feel like there is anyone to alienate from. Really. The people who understand me, still talk to me. Those who don't have jumped ship and ditched, as is repeated in history through out my life. But really that's cool with me. If you can't handle how I work, then ya move along. It's a fight waiting to happen.

I'm paiently waiting to hear back from student loans and my school. I wanna know if they've granted me $$$ so I can start my program. It's tentativly set to start July 21/09. Oh boy! And I'm trying to be optimistic that they'll accept my disability claim and I'll get that grant. You guys might not think it's fair that a disablility grant exists. But go fuck yourselves. You have no idea how hard it is to simply get outta bed for some juice some days. All you can do is just lie in bed as the weeks slip by waiting for you condition to change, all on it own timing and accord of course. It does what it wants, when it wants, how it wants; I am a mere slave to it's whims.

Well have to also see what the disability branch of CCP does with my claim. August will be 2 years on which at the beginning of the term I seem to recall 2 years there would be a re-assment. But, when I called they're offical number the guy said he seen nothing on my file about it comming up for review and usually that thing shows up on their puters. Also I should get a package in the mail explaining what's going to happen. Well, I've got 2 monthes for said package to get here before the August deadline. You'd think they'd send out something that important more then with 2 months in advance. Hell it took them 6 just to get it too the processing stage. And then you had to wait even longer while you waited to hear their ruling. So comming or not, there isn't anything I can do but hope. Something I'm not very good at. But ya, just gotta hope that Dr M says NO to the work question again. *crosses eyes for luck*

I have just spotted a sleeping kitten. It is my duty to go and pester him :D

Lator Gators!