And Now we double the does...so far so good!

I am now at 25mgs in the am, and 25 mgs in the pm. This is the dosage I need to work up too. At this point we will add 25mgs at a time up untill the 100 mark twice a day. Then we keep adding 25mg by 25 mg. Should that happen I will be taking 2 100's twice daily. I actually would rather have it that way. Having to buy this crap isn't cheep when you factor in that it has to be done on a monthy basis. So I'd rather just have to fork out the cash for a big old bottle of 100's, then to also have to pick up a container of 25's every month. Finacially, that's an ouch!

I still haven't heard from student loans, the school, or the disability branch of the government of Canada. Haha, all very important :P And I am terrible at waiting.

My eye exam was suppose to be this am, I was so excited. I haven't had an eye exam in the 5-7 years range mark, or gotten new eye wear since then. I already have my frames picked!!!

But I had to move it to Wed or Thurs, can't remember what my hubby changed it too. He was the one who called and cancelled the appointment for me, and then called me to inform me of said change. Men! Sometimes you just want to shove them down a flight of stairs....oh wait....there's alot of women I'd also like to launch down a flight of stairs. Heh, I mean hell both genders are fuckwits....I prefer cats. I know I'm going to end up a crazy cat lady...I'm cool with that. Hopefully I get the porch/rocking chair/shot gun to chase kids off my lawn with. If you're going to do something, you might as well do it right, I always say. And I want the full crazy cat lady experience :D

At this point I am killing time. I feel very gaurded. I don't think you guys have earned any right to hear about the twisted shit that's going on in my head. Or, most likely I have somewhat of a handle on it today so I have the option of keeping my yap shut. Still....I do long for that one trusted confident. I'm sure they don't live in this city :P

Lator Gators! And hey spoil yourselfs. Go out and buy something you've been eyeing up for awhile. Once in awhile we deserve to get ourselves a present!