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Alright so sadly I think I'm developing one of Topamax's more agitating side effects as far as I'm concerned. I mean there are alot of really stupid ones to choose from so really it's all a matter of what you value when it comes down to which annoys you the most. This is the 4th time I have been on this damn pill...as I'm sure I've mentioned somewhere. Once I had this side effect, the othere 2 times I was lucky enough to dodge it. This time though it seems to have nailed me again. It is making me stupid. For whatever reason, this fucking pill has the capabilities of messing with the part of your brain that deals with the area that concers cognitive function. It's driving me fucking crazy. I'm noticing. I'm mashing words toghether creating franken-words. I'll have to stop mid-sentence to ask people what the hell I was talking about. Cuz it's just gone.

I hate it.

I know that most people would probably pick alot of the other side effects to worry about, like hey it can make your hair fall out. Being a bald chick has never been an asperation of mine because let's face it. I'd look like a moron. Blonde chicks really can't pull off that look. It's definitly more suited for dark haired women....and with my record of 7 or 8 concusions ( haha I can't honestly remember the exact number, too funny ) my head would look hystericly lumpy. The only benefit I see to it, is I could tattoo something fucking awesome to my head. But yah, that's pretty much it.

There's the whole fuck your vision up... nope. It's made my kidney's bleed in the past...nope. It's given me a seizure...again nope. It was lobular. It never scared me. On the contrary. I couldn't stop looking at things because it was like someone put drugs into something I ate/drank and I was tripping hardcore. Everything looked fucking crazy and I just could help but look at it. It was amazing. It was more wtf then anything.

So I can go on....if ya want google the damn side effects they go on and on...ooo reduce the ability to sweat. Alla, causing your body to over heat in summer or exersise and if you don't take percautions to cool down, your body will over heat and kill you. But me, ya the worst fate of all still remains being turned stupid. Because I can't fucking stand stupid. :P