Okay so I'm not taking quite that many pills.....I think I have in the past though, no joking : The doctor has decided to continue my Clonazepam(Tranqualiler aka beni family) but reduce it by 2 mg's and to re-introduce Limictal or Lamotragene(it's common name).
The Limictal(mood stabalizer) I'll have to does up on 25mgs a week untill I'm up to 100 2wice a day, and then we'll continue adding 25mgs every month to the 200mg point. We're not sure where the right amount is but it lies between 100 - 200.
Honestly I'm not surprised to be back on the meds. Atleast these are meds I think worked some what. The Limictal is suppose to help the Borderline Symptoms in me. It's suppose to help me not to self alienate....I guess we'll wait and see. I do have a tough time keeping relationships though. Basic Borderline trait.
Basic borderline trait. Ya know, most people don't even know what the hell the disorder is all about. You say Bi-polar...sure, Schizophrenea.....sure.....but borderline personality disorder leaves them stumped. For the record it's an ugly disorder that I would undergo risky brain surgery to rid myself of. I would much rather be a simple Bi-Polar. Trust me that says alot. I suppose either way you look at the coin both disorders end up making you want to kill yourself in the end. Woooooo, Good Times!
But I think I'm going to go. My session went well. I still irrationally hate everything, maybe some "something" can fix that, heh heh heh.
Remember kids stay in trouble and on drugs!
Lator Gators!
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