And She's Back!

I'm back from my 2 weeks at home with the folks. It's always a bit of a Technology shock, cuz I spent litterly 10 mins on the intrawebs the whole time down. That's poking facebook 2ice. Not like at home where I can happily waste a day on my computer....that's probably not a good thing.

So, this is my favorite photo I took while at home. It was taken on Fathers Day on a hike me and my Dad went on in the Riding Mountain National Park. We couldn't beleive how close Ms. Butterfly would let me get to snap the photo!

The trip for the most part was alright. My mother and I had one of our epic battles....atleast this time she didn't automatically think I was acting "crazy" and drag me off to the ER to have me commited to the floor this time. God it use to piss me off when she'd do that. I'm mad so I'm clearly crazy....she'd be mad but it was "clearly" "sane" anger. Bah! That's one of the Borderline perks. *eye roll* People forget in a disorder marred with anger that you are allowed to actually be genuinly angry for real. I don't understand why I shouldn't be allowed the same freedoms of expression. So what if my brain chemistry is wacky....or perhaps a piece of my brain is not correctly developed/formed/working properly. I still have the capablitity to be anger for a genuine experience.

*sigh* *shakes head*

Something happened that I really wish I had someone to talk to it about. But alas I really don't have many close relationships with people. The few I do have, I don't think it's appropriate conversation or I simply don't think it's a topic for them. I know I go to different people for different things. It all depends on what I'm dealing with....then I'll find who to ask advice from. Or hell just to vent would be nice.

Unfortunatly I didn't get to see a couple friends while I was down. That kinda sucks. She was suppose to call and never did. But that's alright. Sometimes you get busy and there is always next trip home, so I'm not worried about it.

Today we must pick up my brain medicine aka Lamotregene aka Limictal, and start the mood stabalization prosses 25 mgs to start. We will be uping it every weeks. So ya I don't know what kind of entires you're in store for :P In the past though it's been a positive infulence though so maybe I'll get nicer. I wouldn't cross my fingers or anything but hey it could happen! *wink*

Yesterday was my 1 year wedding anniversary. I will blog about that next post :)

Hope everyones been good in my 2 week absence.

Lator Gators!