So this is Astoroth, I call him Little Man, haha. Umm he's not so little. But once upon a time he was tiny. I haven't seen him for a long time. I miss my kitty, but right now it's best for us both. We're both sickies...poor little guy :(
Well I'm almost done my paper work to send back to disability Canada. That scares the living hell outta me. I don't know why. I haven't been anything but completely honest, I've given them every bit of info they've asked for so far, and I've gotten my pyschirts to fill out his part. Hell I even have most of the really ridiculous stuff they want from me. I have to wait but about 10:30ish today I have to contact by phone or I think I'll go down to the hospital. I need a record of how many times I've been in the psyc ward since 2006, the stupid thing is they expect you to remember that off the top of your head. Are you kidding me? That's 4 damn years. I dunno. I can think of at least 4 times. Haha, I'm more then willing to bet there's more. So I'm gonna have to get a print out because they leave you space for one visit. Yah let's take a step back and apply some logic shall we.
Alright, I've been deemed, up untill this point (who knows what desision they'll make after the review) by the government and my doctor as too ill to work. Now that being said, does it really make sense if I'm that sick that I'm only going to have ONE stay in the psyc ward? Cuz to me the anwser pretty much screams no alittle more then loud and clear. But hey whatever, the government is stupid. It's not like that's a news flash, haha.
Oooo, I got a ring from J for my b'day. It finally came back from being resized on the 11th. I'll have to take a pic and use it next time so you can see it. It's pretty, and shiney, and it makes me happy, and I love it.
But yah, small bone strutrue is awesome at times and sucks at others. Like rings. They always have to be resized. This one is on my cussin' aka swear finger (haha how 5th grade of me) and it had to sent in, now it fits after they "me" sized it to a 4.5. But clothes rule. Haha, I own a shirt that's an xxxsmall. Like who the hell fits that? ME!!! I sometimes have to purposely shrink my clothes, lol. Way funny. People I know randomly come up and airplan spin me, fun yes...untill they put me down. Haha, then I'm nice and disoriented and wanna fall over. But ya like size 0 clothes pfft nothing easy, haha so many people wanna hurt me for that right now. Last time I weighed myself I was a deadly 96 pounds of kung-fu action.
BUT don't think I'm sick. Don't think I starve myself. Don't think I puke up my din-din. I AM healthy. First off I have an increadably small bone structure. That aside, you don't beleive me, simple. Go to google my friend and search "bmi" which of course stands for body mass index. This calculates healthy weights for people of different heights. Slam my info in there. I'm healthy. I'm at the lower end granted, but I still fall into healthy range. 5 foot nothing 96 pounds = healthy weight range. I just lost 60 pounds so shut up and stop hating. If you've got a problem with weight DO something about it, don't get pissed at me.
Alright I'm bored...I'm gonna blare music. I have Sex Type Thing stuck in my head. That song is always in my head. Ahh STP the world is a better place with you in it. Or mine is anyways, and to be honest mine is the only one I care about. Haha, atleast I'm honest. :D
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